Get R' Done

Damn!

Fri, 09 Mar 2007 13:36:18 GMT

Since Sarah updated because I bugged her I guess I'll update since she bugged me!

Its almost been a year since I last wrote in this thing. I feel sorry for L.J. because Myspace is just so much easier to use. Anyway I guess I should fill you in since I last updated...
-July got my first handgun... Springfield Armory model 1911a1 .45 caliber bitches
-San Diego was Bad Ass in August; took Cassi to a couple Padres Games, my family was super excited to see me again and I rode Dirt Bikes for the first time and tore that shit up!
-September not much happened Cassi's birthday was at the end of the month so I got all of the pictures she took in Mexico devolped
-October we had our one year wedding anniversery and we went to Ruths Chris Steak House... I dont know if any of you have eaten there before but lets just say my filet mignon just by itself was $60... total bill came out around $200.
-November I took my Automotive Standard of Excellence (ASE) for the second time and passed :-) Now Im a Automotive parts Specialist
-December Christmas!!! I got Cassi another Diamond ring and she bought me a 12-String Guitar ( I got the better end of the deal!)
-January the most exciting thing in January is that we got a foot of snow... the most it snowed in Indiana for the past ten years
-February my 21st birthday Mark got me hammered... he has some really funny incriminating videos on his cell phone, we went and did front flips in the front and back yard. Threw chunks of ice at each other from the months previous snow storm, and last but certainly not least... I spent the night sleeping by the toilet and throwing up.
Oh ya I almost forgot... I bought an Ibanez Bass so now my guitar collection is up to 6!

Well thats about all that happened in th past year and if you took the time to read this monster I applaud you and kindly ask you to leave me a comment saying you did so, I guess this also means that you love me since you took ten minutes out of your day to read this.

WORK

Wed, 10 May 2006 01:17:12 GMT

Do you ever just feel like you live at work. Thats how I feel. Live breathe eat sleep WORK!!! Monday I worked 11:30am-10:30pm, Today I worked 4:00am-5:00pm then had an Automotive Standard of Excellence test at 7:00pm which lasted until 8:30pm. Ive worked more in the past three days then I have slept in the past week it seems. I sure am glad I have tomorrow off.

Shout out to all my friends in SD. Ill be home from Aug 8-17. So leave a message in my journal or get ahold of me if you can and we will see if we can get together while Im down.

My Birthday was today

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 02:24:35 GMT

Well its been a while haha. Really no need to update anymore because usually the people who read this I talk to on the phone or I am currently living with. So since moving to Indiana life has been pretty good. Got married got promoted at work. I got a lot of things that I had been asking God for all my life. I had a pretty awesome Birthday. My brother and Dad sent my a GT freestyle BMX bike which is pretty sweet if I must say. Cassi got me some much needed Craftsmen tools and BIG 6 drawer tool box. Cassi's mom gave me a present that left me pretty much speechless. He former husband who she absolutely adored and loved to death collected expensive watches and after he died he left her his estate which included about ten watches. Well anyway she gave me one of them for my birthday which I know means a lot to her and it also means a lot to me as well. We're estimating the worth to be around 500 to 1000 dollars. Im almost scared to wear the thing because I dont want to damage it in any way. Its virtually priceless. My mom gave me a check along with my grand parents. Im going to save all the money the send me and go by a BASS!!! Not a fish bass but a guitar bass(sounds like base). Anyway I heard happy birthday from pretty much everybody accept you Sarah Rodger hahaha so call me when you read this and beg for mercy. haha JK just call.

posted because I was told to...

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 16:20:59 GMT

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want--good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 16:09:56 GMT

If You've Seen More Than 70, You're A Movie Whore

(1)Napoleon Dynamite
( )Saw
( )White Noise
( )White Oleander
(2)Anger Management
(3)50 First Dates
(4)Jason X
(5)Scream
(6)Scream 2
( )Scream 3
(7)Scary Movie
( )Scary Movie 2
( )Scary Movie 3
(8)American Pie
(9)American Pie 2
(10)American Wedding
(11)Harry Potter
(12)Harry Potter 2
(13)Harry Potter 3
(14)Tomb Raider
(15)Resident Evil
(16)Resident Evil 2
( )The Wedding Singer
( )Little Black Book
(17)The Itallian Job
(18)The Village
( )Donnie Darko
(19)Lilo & Stitch
(20)Finding Nemo
( )Finding Neverland
(21)Ghosts
(22)Signs
(23)The Grinch
(24)Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( )White Chicks
( )Butterfly Effect
( )Thirteen going on 30
(25)I,Robot
(26)Dodgeball
(27)Universal Soldier
( )Lemony Snickets A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( )Bridget Jones Diary
( )Bridget Jones: The Edge Of Reason
(28)Along Came A Spider
(29)Deep impact
(30)KingPin
(31)Never Been Kissed
(32)Meet The Parents
(33)Meet The Fockers
(34)Eight Crazy Nights
( )A Cinderella Story
(35)The Terminal
( )The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( )Passport to Paris
(36)Dumb & Dumber
( )Dumb & Dumberer
(37)Final Destination
(38)Final Destination 2
(39)Amityville Horror the original
(40)Halloween
(41)The Ring
(42)The Ring 2
( )Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
( )Practical Magic
(43)Chicago
( )Idle Hands
( )Ghost Ship
(44)Hellboy
(not sure)Secret Window
( )I Am Sam
(45)The Whole Nine Yards
(46)The Whole Ten Yards
(47)The Day After Tomorrow
(48)Child's Play
( )Bride of Chucky
(49)Ten Things I Hate About You
( )Just Married
(50)Gothika
(51)A Nightmare on Elm Street
(52)Sixteen Candles
(53)Bad Boys 2
(54)Joy Ride
(55)Seven (SE7EN)
(56)Oceans Eleven
(57)Oceans Twelve
(58)Sin City
(59)Identity
( )Lone Star
(60)Bedazzled
(61)Predator I
(62)Predator II
(63)Alien V.S. Predator
(64)Independence Day
( )Cujo
( )A Bronx Tale
(not sure)Darkness Falls
( )Christine
(65)ET
(66)Children of the Corn
(67)My Boss' Daughter
(68)Maid in Manhattan
( )Frailty
( )Best bet
( )How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(69)She's All That
( )Calendar Girls
( )Being John Malcovitch
( )Sideways
( )Finding Julia
( )Maria Full of Grace
(70)Mars Attacks
(71)Without A Paddle
(72)Event Horizon
(not srue)Ever after
(73)Forrest Gump
( )Big Trouble in Little China
(74)X-men
(75)X-men 2
(76)Jeepers Creepers
(77)Jeepers Creepers 2
(78)Catch Me If You Can
( )The Others
(79)Freaky Friday
(80)Reign of Fire
(81)Cruel Intentions
( )Cruel Intentions 2
( )Cruel Intentions 3
( )The Hot Chick
( )Swimfan
( )Miracle
(82)Old School
(83)Ray
(84)The Notebook
( )K-Pax
(85)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(86)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(87)Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
( )A Walk to Remember
( )Boogeyman
(88)Eternal Sunshine Of a Spotless Mind.
(89)Hitch
( )Back Door Sluts 9
(90)The Fifth Element
(91)Star Wars Episode I
(92)Star wars episode II
(93)Star Wars Episode III
(94)Star Wars Episode IV
(95)Star wars episode V
(96)Star wars episode VI
( )Troop Beverly Hills
( )Swimming with Sharks
( )Trainspotting
( )People under the stairs
( )Blue Velvet
( )Sound of music
(97)Parent Trap
( )The Burbs
( )SLC Punk
( )Meet Joe Black
(98)Wild girls
( )Clockwork Orange
( )The Order
(99)Spiderman
(100)Spiderman2
( )Amelie
( )Mean Girls
(101)Shrek
(102)Shrek 2
(103)The Incredibles
(104)Collateral
(105)The Fast & The Furious
(106)2 Fast 2 Furious
( )Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
(107)Closer
(108)The Sixth Sense
( )Artificial Intelligence
( ) Love actually
( )Shutter
( )Ella Enchanted
(109)Princess Diaries 1
( )Princess Diaries 2
(110)The Graduate
(111)Constantine
(112)Million Dollar Baby
(113)Mallrats
( )Party Monster
( )Detroit Rock City
(114)The Goonies
( )Y Tu Mama Tambien
(115)Pulp Fiction
( )Wet Hot American Summer
(116)Crash
(117)Empire Records
( )Notting Hill
( )Pretty Woman
(118)Pirates of the Carribean

well It doesnt help that I own half of the movies that Ive seen neither hahaha. But how could they ask about mallrats without saying anything about jay and silent bob the movie and the same goes with only listing one jason movie and freddy kruger and mike myres. Ive seen all of those as well. And a lot of these movies that have remakes ive also seen the originals... so I guess I my numbers should be closer to 180.

In Indiana

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 21:34:30 GMT

Sorry everyone for abandoning you. Well moving wasnt really a big deal to me but it was to my friends. I never knew how much it would affect them. I get a little home sick every now and then but Im doing pretty good most of the time. I miss not being able to mess with the motorcycles on the weekends are going to Robs house or talking to my friends that I dont get to see very often. I havent even called my friend Michael yet. I feel bad for leaving them and am afraid to call. I dont know what Im afraid of but I just am. I miss my work. I being able to work. I havent had a job in a month. I had to quit my other job on June 19 and here it is July 18 and I still dont have a job. I think not having a job takes the biggest toll on me because if I had one then I would have all the time in the world to sit here at home and think about all my friends that I left behind. All my family. It makes me feel like a selfish person. I left for me and didnt really give a rip what everyone else thought about it. I said my last goodbyes with a straight emotionless face and just held everything in. The only person who got to see my true emotion was my brother. I guess hes the only one who had any right to because hes been there my whole life. Its frustrating having to sit here day after day just waiting. I know the Lord will help me because he always comes through.

I guess what worries me the most is not when Ill be back home... but if Ill ever go back.

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 04:01:49 GMT

Holy Crap I havent updated in a long time. Well Im leaving to Indiana on the 30th and its awesome. Im going to be sad leaving my family but I know the new life Im going to be starting is going to make up for it all. Cassi has to be one of the best things that has ever happened to me. Id say the best thing was my dad coming home for good and cleaning up his life. But falling in love with Cassi comes in a close second. I feel really bad because I feel like Im going to miss my dad and brother more than my mom and sister. Sarah left for Washington DC which really sucks because shes my friend that I enjoy the most. I wish we could have played the guitars together before she left because I wont be here when she comes back so I wont be able to play guitar with her for a long time. I going to have to play with Cassi's brother Cameron when I get there so Im not playing by myself. I feel like just staying home the rest of the time Im here. I feel like Im abandoning all of my life long friends. It gets really depressing sometimes. Im glad Cassi doesnt have to go through this. I guess the main reason why Ive been sad lately is because I dont know if Ill ever be coming home. But that is a sacrifice I guess Im willing to take. Well enough moping for one night.

P.S. Hey Sarah if you read this call me or email me or something.

Wed, 11 May 2005 15:57:03 GMT

Well I haven't updated in over a month so I guess I should post some current events. Cassi is in town :-D So we are spending a lot of time together. So if no one hears from me for two weeks then they know why. I took her to the beach Monday and then Sarah took her yesterday. She got burned a little. We went and saw the Ammityville Horror and me and Cassi got the crap scared out of us. Im surprised her hand isnt broken. Usually when I watch scarry movies theyll startle me but I wont jump or anything. But with Cassi holding my hand all she had to do was just twitch a little and I was grasping for dear life. The movie was pretty good but I learned one thing... dont ever buy a house that someone was murdered in. Hahaha. Well anyway this update is pretty pointless. Im just trying to kill some time in my lab for my English class until I have to go to Econ. I dont know why I like Econ so much... I guess Im just facinated with capitalism.

Cassi says this is what is Indiana is going to be like

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 17:37:29 GMT

Jeff Foxworthy on Indiana:
If you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through
18 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will
swim by, you might live in Indiana.

If your local Dairy Queen is closed from November through March,
you might live in Indiana.

If you instinctively walk like a penguin for five months out of the year,
you might live in Indiana.

If someone in a store offers you assistance, and they don't work there,
you might live in Indiana.

If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of his
forehead, you might live in Indiana.

If you have worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you might live
in Indiana.

If your town has an equal number of bars and churches, you might
live in Indiana.

If you have had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who
dialed a wrong number, you might live in Indiana.

YOU KNOW YOU ARE A TRUE HOOSIER WHEN:

1. "Vacation" means going up north past US 30 for the weekend.
2. You measure distance in hours.
3. You know several people who have hit a deer more than once.
4. You often switch from "HEAT" to "A/C" in the same day and
back again.
5. You can drive 65 mph through 2 feet of snow during a raging
blizzard, without flinching.
6. You see people wearing camouflage at social events (including
weddings).
7. You install security lights on your house and garage and leave
all your doors unlocked.
8. You carry jumper cables in your car and your girlfriend knows
how to use them.
9. You design your kid's Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit.
10. Driving is better in the winter because the potholes are filled with
snow.
11. You know all 4 seasons: almost winter, winter, still winter and
construction.
12. You can identify a southern or eastern accent.
13. Your idea of creative landscaping is a concrete statue of a deer
next to your blue spruce.
14. You were unaware that there is a legal drinking age.
15. Down South means going to Evansville.
16. A critter is something you eat.
17. Your neighbor throws a party to celebrate his new pole shed.
18. You go out to a fish fry every Friday.
19. Your 4th of July picnic was moved indoors due to frost.
20. You have more miles on your snow blower than your car.
21. You find 0 degrees "a little chilly."
22. You actually understand these jokes.

Even a fish stays out of trouble if he keeps his mouth shut.

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 16:42:35 GMT

Its been a while since I updated so I thought why not do it now at the expense of my early morning english class. Hehe Im bored anyway. So whats going on. I move to Indiana in 4 months. Its not that far away... Im going to miss my friends and family so much. I wish I could take them with me. Life is going to be pretty hard the next couple of years trying to adjust. Cassi and her family is going to be the only thing I know in Indiana and the only people I can count on. Im sure Ill make new friends but I dont really want to. I like the friends I currently have and I have such a deep bond with all of them I just dont thing Ill have enough time to make friends that are as good as them. I havent really thought about it too much because I dont want to get down on myself or anything like that. Asking someone to move out of what the feel comfortable living in is a hard thing to do. I think thats why I decided to move to Indiana. I know itll be a lot easier for me to leave everything behind then it would be for Cassi. I would like to move back to San Diego but I will when Cassi is ready. For me I just see it as a new direction of life. Beginning anew and ending an old. I just know that I couldnt leave for anyone else but Cassi. She is my everything.

Haha This is funny

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 05:23:30 GMT

The famous Olympic Skier Picabo Street (pronounced Peek-A-Boo) is not just an athlete . . . . . she is now a nurse currently working at the Intensive Care Unit of a large metropolitan hospital.
She is not permitted to answer the hospital telephones. It caused too much confusion when she would answer the phone and say,
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*
*
*
*
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* Picabo, ICU.
(A good clean joke is hard to find these days --- pass it on! )

If you need any explanation on the joke talk to Cassi haha.

I love you Cassi

Happy Birhtday to me!!!

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 17:32:49 GMT

So yesterday was my birthday :-D I went out and got a new cell phone my number is 750-3556. Im pretty busy with school work and junk like that but give me a call sometime if you want to hang out or something. I also got the praying hands tattooed on my left pectoral.It looks somewhat like this Ill try to post an actual picture later but Ill have to have Sarah help on do it hahaha. So the day was pretty much a waste of day because I didnt really do anything. The best part was being able to talk to Cassi... but talking to her is the best part of my day everyday. Well I dont really know what else to say. Oh ya I cant play my electric standing up for a couple weeks until my tattoo heals so that sucks really bad.

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 00:24:29 GMT

Hey Tinity looks like Sarah hahaha JK

You scored as Sci-Fi/Fantasy. You scored Sci-Fi/Fantasy. Depending on the movie this might not deserve a "Congratulations", but you're interested in the future and imaginary worlds far from your own. You probably wish you could be somebody else, or live in one of the worlds from your favourite movies. Check out: Lord of the Rings, Spiderman, Star Wars, The Matrix.

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Sci-Fi/Fantasy

90%

Sadistic Humour

85%

Artistic

80%

Mindfuck

55%

Romantic Comedy

55%

Drama/Suspense

40%

Mindless Action Flick

20%

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Mon, 14 Feb 2005 07:30:10 GMT

Im so glad you are ok Cassi

♥I love you Happy Valentines Day♥

Holy Crap!!

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 07:11:46 GMT

Holy crap dude I was riding shotgun with Sarah down a back street to my house called Challenge hahaha and there was this freaking crazy lady standing in the middle of the road. Ya it was like 10:30pm tonight when it happened and we didnt even see her until she was like 5ft in front of our faces. It scared the freakin piss out of me. My heart was pounding. I still dont know if she was real or a ghost because it happend so fast, but her smile was very freaky and she waved as we drove by. All I can think about is some crazy horror movie where they smile all trippy and then murder you in your sleep with a rusty spoon. Man Im sooooo freaked out right now.

Relief

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 17:50:01 GMT

So I come home from school today and I see a couple of guys checking out my T-Bird in the street. I mean one guy is under the car checking some stuff out and another guy is under the hood checking stuff out so I park my truck and Im thinking oh man Im going to have to go to my brothers house and see if hes home and were going to have to scare these guys away. So Im on my way walking to my brothers and I thought I would take a look to see what these guys look like. And I look at them and they start looking at me back and then Im like hey that guy looks familiar. Haha it was my dads friend Karl and he brought a buddy over because they are going to try to get rid of the cars for us. Hahaha I told them I was really relieved that it was them screwing with the car and no body else. Hahaha so I thought that was pretty funny just thought I would tell the LJ world.

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 06:40:48 GMT

I like tater tots hahaha.

Golom lost his life to the crack of doom.

Join the random posting Community because its fun cracka lacka's :-P

On a more serious note me and Sarah were super freakin bored obviously so we created this for our friends to say funny outrageous things.

JOIN OR DIE!!!

Today sucked for the most part

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 05:46:43 GMT

Haha the Alien is puking.
Well I was sick today puking all morning which caused me to miss a class and work. Both of which I cant really afford to miss. I guess the good thing is that I feel better now. I dont understand how Im so freakin tired though. I was sleeping all day. *Sigh* I didnt get any homework done or anything. Cassi told me that she went to check out some wedding dresses with her mom and she layed the law down on me wanting to buy my own tux hahaha. So basically all day I slept and puked and slept again then woke up around 4pm and felt like crap. Ya life is good. Well I need some prayer and who doesnt. I need some spiritual direction and purification. So if you dont understand why just pray for me anyway. I think Im going to go to church on sunday... I havent really been in a few weeks. I think it will be good to go to church again. Hmm what else is there to say oh yes Isaac's CD rocks hahaha they kinda sound like Frans Ferdinand. Music Rocks.

Last Night...

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 16:02:31 GMT

Read if you like its just me rambling about my frustration...

Some how I managed to upset Cassi last night. I dont know how but I did. I think she might have taken my joking a little seriously, but Im not sure. So anyway I was talking to her and she got upset with me and didnt want to talk. So I didnt really feel like sitting on the phone not talking and then the phone beeped and I flashed over and it was Rob saying that the game was on tonight. So I flashed back over and told I was going and that I loved her and I got a whatever. I wonder who invented the "whatever"? It is like the communication shut down word of the century. Its hard to get anywhere with an upset person because no matter what you say to them, the whatever response answers everything. So anyway I got back from Robs and I called herand woke her up and she talked to me then and I told her I loved her again and again and told her goodnight. Now Im not sure if she wasnt mad anymore at me or if she was just to tired to be mad at me. Either way Im glad that we talked.

So Im talking to her and everything seems to be fine now so Im not really sure what the deal was maybe we'll talk about it.

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 03:45:32 GMT

You scored as Prep/Jock/Cheerleader.

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Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

31%

Punk/Rebel

25%

Drama nerd

25%

Geek

19%

Loner

19%

Stoner

13%

Ghetto gangsta

13%

Goth

13%

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Hahaha thats funny the said Im a jock

Snake Eater

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 17:26:23 GMT

Hahaha Im so pathetic Ive beaten Metal Gear 3: Snake Eater twice now. The first time was just for general purpose of beating it and the second time was to get all the bosses camoflauge. I think this game should get game of the year... at least until Gran Turismo 4 comes out. I know that one will blow all of them away. The new Metal Gear is the best I've played in a long time. I want to get the sound track to this Snake Eater game man I think its awesome. Man Ive been waiting forever for Gran Turismo 4 it seems. I thought it was coming out the beginning of December but then it was postponed to February or March... DAMNIT. Hahaha so its killing me waiting for this game. I have Gran Turismo 3 knocked out for the most part. All I need is the special license which is practically impossible to get and then Ill have the game beat. Aww life is good. For some reason I dont think Ill have much time for games when I move out to Indiana.

This entry is for Cassi

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 06:35:43 GMT

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

Hahaha I didnt cheat on this one...

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 17:44:45 GMT

Love by ruby mae
Your name
Your partner
You two are	Inseperable
Your meeting was by	Luck
They are your	Soulmate
You are their	Sweetheart
Your love will	Never end

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Tue, 11 Jan 2005 07:33:37 GMT

For some reason my journal entries have been posting smaller than I have been wanting them too. I cant figure out how to change it either which really sucks a whole lot. Ive been thinking a lot about how big of a change its going to be living in Indiana... but what is on my mind most is how am I going to transport all of my stuff there. I have way too much to just fit in a car and I dont know if my car will even make it to Indiana in good condition. I feel bad for Al at work because I know he is going to miss me working with him. Hahaha he told me that he likes working with me and I put him in a good mood. I dont understand how because he is always in bad mood. I guess he just likes closing with a guy then with the women all the time. Cassi got a new computer. Im so happy. I guess her dad got it for her for christmas. Its about time because her old one was sucking really bad and I am most happy because she didnt even have to spend any of her own money on it. Although I do suggest that she invest in some Anti-Virus software. Nothing really too much has been going on lately. That Explorer Cassi got me for Christmas is so awesome. It plays way better than any of my other guitars. It looks so beautiful words cant describe so heres a picture.

See isnt it just beautiful. Anyway its late and Im tired. I might be getting my old guitar back I have to talk to Rob about it so with me luck. Good Night

I said goodbye

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 15:50:48 GMT

:'-( I miss Cassi :'-(

Well for the past two weeks I havent really taled to anyone or done any serious updates because Cassi was down here and 95% of my time was with her. The other 5% was at work. I think it was a lot harder last time to say my goodbye to her for some reason. I dont know maybe Im in denial or something because shes gone. When she first came here it was strange having her in San Diego just because Im not use to seeing her around here, now that shes gone I feel consumed by an emptyness only she can fill. For the past two weeks I have made many memories and have taken her to just about everywhere I can remember going in San Diego. Now I know what she means by seeing me at every corners she turns at. I asked her to marry me and she said yes of course. Who could turn me down? Hahaha. I love her very much and I know that things just wouldnt be right if we didnt have each other. I guess I should let all who read this know that Ill be moving to Indiana this summer and will get married next fall. I have plans of returning home in a few years but I dont know if that is for certain. I really love San Diego and I hate having to leave all my friends but its beginning to get to exspensive to live here and I might not be able to afford to come back home. I guess that is the risk I am just willing to take though. Its been just barely an hour since I last saw her and I already miss her more than ever. Long distance relatonships suck. Im glad this distance will no longer exist come this summer.